Thursday, May 24, 2007
so suey... mother come home only ask about results. nabei... i just say i fail she smack me and ask me go sleep... if i could i will sleep for ever. sianz sia... fuck sia... my mood so good, one fucking minute only change until like that.
yeah.... so maybe im not smart enough to be in the family.... who cares. i was put into this world for a purpose.... and maybe studying isnt it... but im gonna find out what and fulfill it... then i would have no regrets.
i donno what to say lah... so much words in my head now. want to burst out... what the heck...
Wish that I could cry, fall upon my knees. Find a way to lie, about a home I'll NEVER see.
The nightly tears I shed that no one understands.
; Think. Not talk.
11:17 PM