Sunday, September 02, 2007
why am i always being compared to people who can do thing better than i can. and in things that im better in.... nothing is being mentioned. fuck. it's always : "ur so and so cousin can study can ace his or her subjects, why cant u?" and why cant it be :"good, u can play games well... u work well with others." every single fucking day i get these type of comments by one person and its driving me to the edge... one more push and im ready to jump from the 20th floor. yah i know its care and concern, but dont u think its a little extreme. to subject me to these tortures. my life's miserable enough already.... please dont push the fucking fact that i cannot do anything right into my face please. just once... i want to be told that im good in cs... good in games that i can actually win others in. its my only source of encouragement and everyone is taking that away from me now. right now, i'd rather be in a car wreck than waking up every single day to this bullshit.
; Think. Not talk.
6:30 PM
