Friday, December 21, 2007
ah... back from camp. just wished that i could stay out abit longer.... really. its been SO LONG since i laughed so hard and so long since i let my heart rest from retardedness and what not at home. frankly speaking... im not so close to my family members... ya i do care BUT i dont really share much about myself to them compared to how i treat friends. its a certain type of feeling i hate.... i actually envy people who seem to close to their parents. i feel awkward being around my family and that sucks for the info of those who dont feel this. i just want to stay out all the time and not go home cos i know when i go home... no one likes my attitude. ah well...
yesterday went to gabriel's concert... woohoo... nice solo man. tommy emmanuel summore... wah seh. nice job anyways =).
im tired of sitting around everyday... tired of having not much people to talk to... tired of hearing the world complain and not do anything about it. its like pieces of crushed glass in my head... im tired. anyways.... im done here.... not much to say already...
Another time then
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Taylor Swift - Tears on my guitar
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
[Chorus:]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
[Repeat Chorus]
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
; Think. Not talk.
2:23 AM
