Monday, May 19, 2008
okay... Today was great. had the FIRST dota session in the morning. mar gab mel randall and me... oh well.... it was okay... i dont want to say who won and all but it was okay =) after that we went to watch SPEED RACER! 2nd time for me and what can i say? IT WAS GOOD! i hope narnia is as good! =) hahas...
i just realised how foolish i have been for the past few years. my mom just talked to me about my father and his condition. unable to see in one eye, hes considered legally blind and there fore many things he cannot do. mom told me to prepare for things that could happen in the future and this really opened my eyes to alot of things. giving me one of those talks.... i realised how much my parents sacrificed and what i do to them in return during my secondary school times.
i donno... i think tonight will be a sleepless night as i think through whatever my mom just told me.... i really have to change my attitude.
i didnt have the chance to say it and dont think i have the courage to say it but i just wanna thank you mom. thanks for everything... im so sorry for whatever i've done or say to you in the past years and i hope and pray that you forgive me.
this doesnt mean i will stop being me... my friends are still important to me... its just that i have to readjust my priorities. =)
okay.... i'll try to go to sleep.... nites everyone. =)
; Think. Not talk.
11:03 PM