Saturday, November 08, 2008
I'm hit by the flu. As usual.... I'm leaking from my eyes and nose. Whyyyy?
Anyways.... today when I was trying to share what troubles do I have and face. The only problem I had then was.... Where do I begin. I realised that I have so much to think about... So much problems. Yes I know where my problems lie... but the thing is I don't do anything to fix it. Instead I would leave it aside... foolishly hoping for it to just disappear. Oh well.... Looks like my problems are made of plastic.
On the personal level... I have even more troubles. Up to the point where I really miss my childhood. IF only life was so carefree. IF only... if only.
Argh.... I need to study. I don't want to let my parents down anymore. I know they put their hopes on me. But time and time again, and I keep refusing to do anything about it except making them sad. They gave me whatever is best for me. And I took advantage. Just exactly what am I trying to do....
Looks like my Mrs. Right have to be patient... -.-" I neeed to put studies on top for the moment. I cannot let anything like this affect me. Don't worry... I didn't give up hope on anything =x. Just afk from all these at the moment. Haha!
Anyway.... these 2 days have been fun. Thank God for my friends. They are just so valuable
Actually... Priceless.
; Think. Not talk.
11:41 PM
