Saturday, March 21, 2009
Okay. Got 2 choice now. Army or another school?
The first one appeals more for the moment. Though the second would be a smarter choice. I just wanna get away from all these now. I'm so freaking screwed. I'm a self declared PHD(Poly halfway dropout).
So muuuuuuuuuuuuuucch things in my head now. Gonna burst any moment now. Get ready for some brain juice.
Don't know what to say now. So embarassed of myself now -.-. Everytime people ask me how am I doing for my studies... I really want to just crawl up into a corner and hide. Sian. See. This is what happens if you take things for granted. So please.... learn from me! Don't do the things I've done... You don't wanna know how I'm feeling right now. Struggling just to smile and laugh.
I envy those who could just sit down and study even for awhile. I can never do it. To me, it's like if I ever seriously study... I'll award myself with something good. Seriously. Think of something you all don't like to do. Okay. Now double that workload. Then triple it again. Thats studying to me.
Now I just gotta find someway to tell my parents. Just don't want to upset or worry them too much.
ARGH. WHY?
; Think. Not talk.
12:50 AM