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Saturday, October 10, 2009

ARGH. I thought something was possible.... for a moment.
I lived in hope.... for a moment.
I told myself that I was going to try again.... for a moment.



And then it just hit me like a brick wall.
So stupid to think that I actually had a chance..

This is almost like DejaVu. And seriously... I'm sick to my stomach. I can't take it...



What is it that I should try to fight for.. Should I? Or should I not?
What constitutes happiness? What is it about happiness that makes many fight for it and end up disappointed? What about it makes many people give up?



I know what I should do....



Trying to push the past away.... still waiting for the lights to change
Try try.... for the sake of their.... pride
Trying to barely feel the pain... thicker the skin the less the strain
And though it's really hurting.....

; Think. Not talk.
1:25 AM




About me...
Kia Yang. Jia yang or KY would be fine. For those who needs to know 031091, Male. I enjoy thinking about random topics when I have free time.. in-head arguments do appear! Do join me if you think that you think too much... HA! Studying Networking and Cyber-security... and lovin' it. Liable for NS this coming May... and not so lovin' it..

Master of Clan Lineage and Sniper of Clan TIEmPo in BlackShot!. Find me for clan wars! =)
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What I'd want for my birthday...
I'd really love world peace.

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