Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Why is this happening?
Imagine this. You're waiting for you mom to come home... its 1:45am. When she reaches home... she scolds you because you watched tv while waiting. And she just ends with: " Our family is going to be broken soon and you're still like that".
Imagine this. You don't know why is she saying all those nonsense. Your family is breaking up because of work matters. Parents fighting and you don't know what the hell is happening.
How is all these fair?
And as screwed up as it sounds, the only thing I remember from my childhood is that I dread the fights that happen almost once or twice a year. Yes. From then till now, it has been like that.... I'm not gonna say I'm used to it... but why?
Every single argument I would crawl up in bed and cover my ears... And sometimes you want to shout... you want to scream. But you can't....
When is all these going to stop.... I don't want anything bad to happen.
I cannot take it anymore...
; Think. Not talk.
9:50 PM
